For the One who can give me freedom

I don't know what I feel
I don't care, I don't see
I must think, I must know
But my brain works slow and slow
It's not what I was meant to be
It's not what I wanted to see
It's not me and it's not You
I just so want to break through
This prison wall will ruin me
As I never will be free
Can You break me out of it?
I just want to feel and sleep
You are my hope
You are here
I just know it
So no fear
This is my desire
For You to put a fire
of Your holiness into me
That'll bring me to my knee
So do it please
I want it so
And I will never
Let You go